Showing posts with label For Jen. Show all posts
Showing posts with label For Jen. Show all posts

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

My Wife

Well let's see where to start about my wife. She is the best thing to ever happen to me. I never thought it possible to be soo in love with somebody, as I am with her, she is so amazing. I have never met anybody that makes me feel like I do when I'm with her. When I'm with her all I want to do is touch her and be near her. Whenever I'm home alone and she isn't here I feel lost and just wander around the house aimlessly. We just seem to fit together if you know what I mean. It's like we were meant for each other. When we are in each other's arms it's like there is nothing wrong in the world and all is right. She is truly the love of my life and the apple of my eye. We have been married for a little over 4 months and it seems like we have been together forever, not in a bad way but in a way like when you know it's supposed to be. I have always thought couples in love were supposed to feel this way. I have been in 2 relationships that never felt right and always left me feeling empty. Now that Jen and I are together I feel like the richest man in the world. I had a boss once that told me that he looked forward to going home to his wife each and every day and that there was no place he would rather be than with her. I remember feeling at the time a feeling of jealousy because I have never felt like that ever. Well now I have a woman that I want to be with 24/7 if I could. I just love feeling her lying in my arms or us just lying on the couch watching tv or walking hand in hand at the mall or the supermarket. She is truly my soulmate, best friend and true love. I love her with all my heart and soul. I do on one hand feel cheated that I wasted most of my life finding her but like she says we weren't ready for each other and we each had to endure our pasts to be where we are today. Did I mention that she is incredibly smart, funny, profound, pretty and well she just turns me on soo much. There is no place I want to be but with her and there is nobody else in the world I want to be with but her. Jen you are the love of my life and my best friend in the whole world I love you with all my heart.
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

My Wife

Jennifer right now you are sleeping and I'm glad as you need your rest. I love you more than you could possibly know. You are my whole world and universe. You give my life purpose that it lacked before. We talked about a lot of stuff last night and I still get the feeling that you don't believe me. The only things I think about are you, Tristin, and our life together. You keep thinking that you aren't good enough for anybody. Well I'm not good enough for you. I am trying my best to be the husband and father you want for you and Tristin. However I feel like I am falling short. I have never loved anybody as much as I love you. There isn't a second that goes by that I don't think about you and our life together. I told you last night that the happiest times I have ever had were with you and you find that hard to believe. Well it's very true. You are my world and universe. I wish I could do more for you and us. I would tell you to be patient and my support will be lowered and I will get promoted but you have waited and been patient long enough. Patience and waiting isn't something that I'm good at. I want us to be a happy couple and love each other more in 20 years that we do now (though I don't think we could love each other more but I fall deeper in love with you every day.). I am hoping that someday we can put all this behind us and be the happy family that we have both longed for our entire lives. You are my best friend, soulmate, and true love, not to mention my freckle mate and bug bunny/mushy french fry mate. :) Jennifer I love you with all my heart and soul.