Saturday

Well today is Saturday and we are all just sitting around watching TV as family. Life doesn't get any better than this. To have a loving wife who is truly in love with you and loves you as much as you love her and isn't afraid to show it. Plus her son as adopted me as his dad as his real doesn't want anything to do with him. As each day goes by I thank god that he made our paths cross. A year ago I would have never thought it possible that I would be here and have such a loving wife. There are times when you know things are right, well here are some examples. Before Jen I would wake up every night around 2am and stay up until 4 am or so and then go back to bed for a couple of hours then off to work. Now I sleep through the night every night. Once at work I would feel relaxed and love being at work. Now all I want to do is finish my day and hurry home. Another sign was I would eat Rolaids like they were candy. I would go through a large bottle in about a week. Plus when I got home I would have 4 or 5 drinks and we're not talking about wimpy drinks it would be scotch or DiSarono. It would take me about a couple of days to finish of a fifth. Now I hardly drink at all and I really have no desire to drink at all.
When I first moved here to Florida with Jen it felt like I had always lived here. Of course I didn't know my way around but thanks to Tom Tom that is getting easier. When Jen and I first got together there was no awkwardness that you get when you meet somebody new. It was like we had always been together. Jen is the first person that I have been with that seems to "fit" with me. Whenever we are apart it feels like a part of me is missing and I don't feel "whole" again until I get home to her and Tristin. There are no words to describe how much I love Jen. She is unlike anybody I have ever known. Whenever I'm home alone I feel lost and just sort of wander the house until she gets home. Hell unless she is in the bed with me I can't sleep, I have never had trouble sleeping in bed alone before. She is my whole world and universe.